You were flying with your cape and me in your arms.
Going down a road i knew little to nothing about.
A path you figured I did’nt need help with,
Despite what I told you.
We both claimed to want somthing more.
Only I didn’t know how to get there
Nor how to show you.
Our inability to communicate only made it harder.
I ignored my instincts and disregarded the countless
Advice and chances I got to get off of this flight.
Everyone told me things that I already knew,
I just wanted to be optimistic.
My optimism soon ended up being taken for
Naïvity and stupidity.
Eleven months ended up being when I fell.
As I waas falling I watched you continue to fly.
When I finally hit the water below,
You came back for me.
You said that you would pick me back up,
If I made a sacrificial change to myself.
Had I of done that, everything would be a lie,
I wouldn’t be me.
As I lie floating in the water
I wondered if it was all worth it.
The confusion, the advice, the deceit, the insults.
The tears, the lies, all of it.
~Liras
